Wednesday, July 05, 2006

Central Time?

Wow, time really flies! I seriously leave the computer for one day and, all of a sudden, it's five days later and I can't figure out where exactly the time went!

Nothing special has really been going on here. I am enjoying my time and trying to ignore the technology around me. Sometimes, I just hate cell phones, computers, and televisions. Part of me wishes I didn't have to work (sorry Niki), but I suppose that's a hope we all have. Eh. To be totally honest, right now all I feel is fat. Yep. I feel fat, lardy, overweight, bloated, pudgy, gutty (a word I made up last year, thank-you-very-much), fat. Not exciting. I guess I am having a hard time adjusting to the midwest. I mean, I sink very easily and comfortably into my old habits here, but I also lose my beautiful, structured Seattle schedule. Basically, this means I lose my good eating habits (fried food and pastries, anyone?), exercise habits (uh, is getting up off the couch considered exercise?), sleeping habits (going to bed at my normal 2 to 3 am range). It kind of sucks. I lose all motivation to reach goals. I become my worst nightmare. That said, I still love it because it reminds me of when I didn't have to care about homework and paying bills and not having enough money to pay bills and not having any money and guilty consciences and such. It's an easier life, here in Green Bay. Simplier in some ways, but old habits break hard.

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