Irritated.

I am so crabby today. For no particular reason, unfortunately, because if there was, I would be able to ax this feeling. Urgh. I feel like a big blob with no purpose in life. Don't try to console me. It probably won't help. I am just in that mood - you know, the one where all you feel like doing is eating donuts in bed all day? Yep, that's the one. And I'm not even hungry for donuts.

So, the things I was going to tell you yesterday? Viola.

1) I found out this weekend that a boy I casually made out with last November is going to grad school at Harvard. Pretty impressive, huh? And for biology or chem or something ridiculous like that. Cool. This is totally going in my book.

2) I got 2 Love-O-Grams. Do you know what these are? So, I got an email that said, "Someone sent you a Love-O-Gram" and I opened it to find that whomever sent it did in fact identify me as Kelly. The catch is that you don't get to know who sent it to you unless when you send out yours (to the people you're romantically interested in), you match with someone who sent it to you. So, it's like a secret admirer type thing...and whomever sends them out doesn't take the risk of embarassing themselves. I thought it was a joke, but Tyler told me that he and Sara tried it and it's legit. So...anyone who knows who my secret admirer (s) is (or are), please come forward. I think I know who it is, but I am not romantically interested in that person at all. Oh well. Plus, whomever sent it must not know me very well since they don't know that I am not going to send any out!

3) This one dude rode my bus in middle and high school, and I had a HUGE crush on him (especially in middle school). He was, like, practically the love of my life. Anyways, I really never talked to him, even as we got older, though we did know the same people for the most part...he was also a bit older than me. (You know how that goes.) Well, I checked my facebook account this past weekend and he had poked me (this is really just a way of saying hi). I messaged him and said, "Hey, what's up, you must remember me, how's it goin?" He messaged back and said, "Of course I remember you, we rode the bus together. I met your old babysitter in 2003...(blah, blah, blah)...and I hear you're getting hitched." WHAT?!?!?!?!?!?!? That's certainly news to me. I still haven't messaged him back to let him know that I am TOTALLY NOT GETTING MARRIED. That's funny, though. Really funny. I wonder if maybe he has the wrong person? But my name and pic are up on my profile, so I don't know how he could have gotten it wrong. Weird. I am the farthest thing away from getting married, I'm not even dating anyone! Makes me wonder how the rumor got started and who misinterpreted what. I'm sure it wasn't on purpose at all, but it's still interesting. I wonder how many people think this, too. Ah, so funny. Maybe I should let it ride until my 5 year reunion? Ha! Or not.

Okay, well, I'm gonna do some other stuff that isn't homework, cause I don't have any homework to do! I still gotta go to the library to get something leisurely to read (though I'm already almost finished with my second book since break started on Tuesday). Then, I'm off to the grocery store to buy stuff to make banana bread. I'm gonna make dinner (stirfry) and banana bread tonight while I go through my paperwork from the past quarter and get organized. Finally, I'm gonna watch a movie and try to feel better about myself. I just feel like super crap. Tomorrow, I am getting my eyebrows waxed in the morning, then I'm spending some time downtown before working out and then GOING OUT. It's St. Patty's Day tomorrow, ya know. I'm going out to dinner with Kacey and one of her friends from WI (expect pictures on Saturday), then we're going to an Irish bar downtown called Kell's. PERFECT.

Oh, and I have a coldsore. Ewww. No wonder I feel shitty. Plus, my skin is out of control. I'm going to see a dermatologist next week.

A few comments to those who have left me some in the last few weeks:

Flo - I'm so glad you received my letter and I'm also happy to hear that you are addicted to my blog! Hahahahaha - I roped you in, too! How's school? Did you get an internship? Tell me, tell me! You're a sex bomb, remember? :)

Tyler - I hope you feel better, bud. I feel so bad for you! I miss you and love you and I'm willing you to get well soon! (Oh, and I think you're experiment about gender roles is great! We'll discuss more later. Can't wait to see you here in a few weeks! I'm gonna look better than you!)

Andra - You're so funny! I think I'll have to make the trip down to Nashville - wanna meet me there? I surely can't live there, though, Travis would have to move to Seattle. What should I do to woo him? Let me know your ideas.

Grandma - Hi!

Bec - Sorry to burst your bubble about the UW thing. Maybe Madison will be in my future, who knows? We'll talk soon, I promise! I gotta hear about the ski trip!

And for all those who haven't posted in a while or don't post at all, I miss all of you, too. I hope this finds you in good health and spirit because I know that I'm repairing both these aspects of my life at the moment. It's just one of those...weeks? Months? All this change makes a girl crazy. I guess once I have a chance to sit down and think about things, I go insane. Oh well. What's normal really, right?

Make sure to watch all the NCAA games for me. (Marquette lost! Damn!) I LOVE MARCH MADNESS! :)