It's Mossy Here.

I've posted a picture to prove it.


It's also very green. Especially in winter, because I am used to a barren, snow-covered land that is the midwest. It's nice here, but sucky at the same time. Why, you ask? Because it rains unrelentingly (I think that's the right word..) and it produces lethargy unlike any I have experienced. Today, it was sunny (the WHOLE day, not just during "sun breaks") and suddenly, everyone's mood had lightened almost instantaneously. People were smiling, laughing. And the day was new. (Ha.) Amazing. I was "bright and shiny" today (who can name the show that's from?) - like a new penny that my mom would pick up on the sidewalk. I had a full ass day, so I don't know WHAT my deal was, but I was perky. Unlike lately - I've been pretty temperamental. Mostly because I've been experiencing so much internal change that I'm feeling emotions I haven't let myself feel in years; therefore, the highs are high and the lows are low. But it feels GOOD. It feels SO GOOD. I mean, it's cathartic like nothing I have ever felt before. Here, I have these raw, uncensored emotions just pouring out of me and I am left as a simple human being. More REAL than I think I've ever been. I'm vulnerable, I'm open, I'm hurting, I'm in pain, I'm just me. But I like me SO MUCH MORE. Some of these things, I never even knew I felt. It's incredible what I am experiencing right now. I hope everyone can go through this type of change. The world is a vastly different place because of it.

On a different note, I have new crushes. I know that you are all probably DYING to hear about all of this. It's exciting, I know. One is a boy I met yesterday. The other is a boy on the bus. There is really no potential with either of them, but it's really quite fun for me to fantasize about my possible long term relationships with them. Oh so fun.

I'm going to Pullman this weekend for Apple Cup. I believe I mentioned this yesterday, but I don't think I really displayed how friggin excited I am to actually go! I'm pumped! I get a whole weekend without worrying about homework to drink beer, watch football, eat ice cream, and makeout with random boys I will probably never see again? AWESOME.

K, the battery's almost dead, and I gotta go to bed. (I rhyme. I rock.)